It's not fake you moron. It happened - I did it. I enjoyed it. I'll do it again and again and again until he stops coming back to life. Do you really hate Kurusu that much? My, maybe you want him to die. Maybe-

[Fury rolls through his heart and incites Loki, an ever constant presence ready to attack. Yearning for it. Fingers twitch against his sides, but he doesn't move. A gun pressed to his hip. A knife beside it. He can't temper his voice and doesn't want to - this piece of shit is just as worthless as everyone around him. ]

You want someone to kill him. Do your dirty work because you're pretending to care about some trash that will never remember you. Why don't you put him in an ideal world for awhile? Force him to live out your fantasy - you did enjoy that.