I can't imagine. An empty, false reality will always feel cruel, even if you find another to lament with. What good is a broken, desolate world to those still living? A human will always try to survive in any circumstance, for the most part, however I think a place like that would try even the strongest wills. Though in reference to our timeline-

[He gestures to the weapons plastered to her body with a small, sweep of his hand.]

You would have done well enough. The farm was a homebase and everyone's skills were managed appropriately by those in charge. No lives were lost, no substantial injuries procured. Effective planning allowed us to succeed in all ways.

[And Akechi had a great time murdering relentlessly. ♥]