Not quite. I have always been perfectly sane and rational. I've always known that saving people was right and killing them was wrong. I knew how vile my actions were.
It didn't matter to me which side I was on. I wasn't planning on choosing one. I wound up where I was by coincidence, but I was looking for something else entirely.
[ It still doesn't matter to him. Both sides are the same to him. He's as empty saving people as he was killing them. He knows that he can no longer find that something, because it's already gone from this world.
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It didn't matter to me which side I was on. I wasn't planning on choosing one. I wound up where I was by coincidence, but I was looking for something else entirely.
[ It still doesn't matter to him. Both sides are the same to him. He's as empty saving people as he was killing them. He knows that he can no longer find that something, because it's already gone from this world.
This is just a little more beautiful. ]