The identity crises of a human turned monster is irrelevant to anything else in his life - kill Shido, get out Somnius and kill Shido, give that man a fate worse than death. A misery inflicted against his mind, body and soul. Destroy that megalomaniac's image in front of the whole world and kill Shido and-
But there's
a desire to be wanted
to be needed
to belong.
Gut churning. Shattering. A whisper of a memory, a sensation akin to stabbing again and again and again - up his chest, through his heart, unwanted.
Izutsumi is unwanted in her world. Maybe in this one. He doesn't care to find out. She's a resource. Useful. That's all that matters.
It's all he cares about.
That's all.]
If I may say something before you end this topic entirely.
If you're already defying the world with your presence alone, then what does it matter if it's big or small? You will never feel content with your place in it.
When you drag yourself from rot, you deserve a place among kings more so than the princes born there.
In simpler terms - if you are unique, special and don't fit what exists, then carve out your place. You have to. You don't have the luxury of trying to fit where no one wants you, so you need to change your perception of what it means to belong.
[Destroy, kill and never stop until you do.]
You deserve a place in the world because you fight to be in it. You will likely always have to.
But because of that, you are afforded a particular kind of freedom. You may not have a place to belong, but neither are you tied down where you don't want to be.
You're no longer in a cage. You're free in all ways, even from society itself.
And isn't that more appealing than trying to fit yourself back into a box you fought so hard to escape?
cw: violent thoughts, murder
The identity crises of a human turned monster is irrelevant to anything else in his life - kill Shido, get out Somnius and kill Shido, give that man a fate worse than death. A misery inflicted against his mind, body and soul. Destroy that megalomaniac's image in front of the whole world and kill Shido and-
But there's
a desire to be wanted
to be needed
to belong.
Gut churning. Shattering. A whisper of a memory, a sensation akin to stabbing again and again and again - up his chest, through his heart, unwanted.Izutsumi is unwanted in her world. Maybe in this one. He doesn't care to find out. She's a resource. Useful. That's all that matters.
It's all he cares about.
That's all.]
If I may say something before you end this topic entirely.
If you're already defying the world with your presence alone, then what does it matter if it's big or small? You will never feel content with your place in it.
When you drag yourself from rot, you deserve a place among kings more so than the princes born there.
In simpler terms - if you are unique, special and don't fit what exists, then carve out your place. You have to. You don't have the luxury of trying to fit where no one wants you, so you need to change your perception of what it means to belong.
[Destroy, kill and never stop until you do.]
You deserve a place in the world because you fight to be in it. You will likely always have to.
But because of that, you are afforded a particular kind of freedom. You may not have a place to belong, but neither are you tied down where you don't want to be.
You're no longer in a cage. You're free in all ways, even from society itself.
And isn't that more appealing than trying to fit yourself back into a box you fought so hard to escape?