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[“I hate you,” and it’s not (just) the kick in the knee that makes her flinch. On the heel of a laugh—it’s familiar, isn’t it? Or—no, that’s not what he said—
[—and he could kill her if he wanted to, and he could have said “yes” and she would have left then and there—
[He didn’t. Doesn’t.
[It’s hard to think, hard to breathe. Sometimes Aubrey doesn’t want to think. Words—words make it hard, and when she moves it doesn’t matter, and what keeps her moving is
…“someone like me”
[And she doesn’t want to kill him.]
[He’s been slashed. Stabbed. Kicked while he’s down. Akechi is her friend and Akechi doesn’t falter and the first time she heard Akechi laugh, really laugh, he was a knight, and she won’t ever forget that; and he may say Aubrey is nobody but he’ll take her hand in the moonlight, guide her to a hallowed ground, and she’ll follow his dance so Akechi is safe
and alive
and what use is breaking reality if he can’t be part of it
[And Aubrey doesn’t want to fight him anymore. Not like this.]
[In an observable reality, it takes seconds. Breaths. Aubrey’s expression has been wound tight in pain; it falters as his words seep in, twisting through muscle and bone and heart. It affects her. She gives up, and—
—grabs the knife, yanks it with abrupt force; whether it’s dislodged or not, her hand is there after and presses hard against the wound
[and the other arches over his back and pulls tight, trying to keep him still
[and she will stay in that embrace if it kills her, if he chokes her, because she wants to heal him. He’ll feel it, if it works.
[“Someone like me.” Whatever Akechi may be.
[Aubrey loves him.]
I want you to live.
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