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goro "intrusive thoughts" akechi ([personal profile] enteloki) wrote2024-03-06 07:47 pm

LABY - IC INBOX



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placation: rosebursts (i don't know what we'd talk about)

action, post-labyrinth exploration

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ They've been home for nearly 72 hours.

The first 24 were spent dead asleep. Maruki awoke only when he'd accidentally shifted onto his back or his right side in his sleep, pain searing through his body at every angle. He would let himself gain just enough consciousness to readjust, then knock back out.

Truth be told, when he finally woke up enough to realize how hungry and filthy he was, he still could have slept for another twelve hours at least. But he'd forced himself up on day two, approximated a shower without getting his bandages wet and staggered down to the clinic.

Paranoia won out over pain, which says more about Maruki's shifting values in this hellish reality than he'd like to admit. He had refused any healing magic and opted to have his wounds cleaned out and stitched up. Another horrifically painful experience, but worth it for a wound much easier to tend to and some sense of security over his own free will. He came home, ate two meals from Eren, and returned back to his room for another night of blessedly dreamless sleep.

And so: Day three.

Maruki comes downstairs, hair still wet from the shower that's a huge pain in the ass to manage, right arm in its sling to give his shoulder a fighting chance at recovering well, and sees Akechi at the bar with coffee.

They've only seen each other in passing on the rare occasions they were both conscious at the same time, two bone tired ghosts moving through the same space.

Maruki doesn't hesitate before sliding into the seat next to his. He still has bruises and cuts all over his body, sees that Akechi does too. But it's a relief to see him without the bloodstains, at least.

Maruki looks sidelong at him, tone and expression both pleasantly mild.
]

Thank you for the floral bandage. It added some sorely needed flair to my otherwise grim appearance.

[ The stupid thing flaking off with the rest of his ruined bandages and gauze after he finally awoke, making his delirious laughter echo off the castle walls.

Little shit.
]
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[personal profile] flatteries 2024-05-30 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
..

[ Inigo has to duck his head for a moment, like the compliment - or genuine observation, as the other himself puts it - seems to be just a little bit too much for him. He's dealing with it though, if not just by instead busying himself with pouring both of them a cup of tea like a proper host and sitting down. ]

Well.. thank you, in that case. [ It's not like he can deny the other a genuine observation, after all. Even if it does fluster Inigo. ] As for why I called you here.. I am sure you must have noticed as well that everything and everyone around town seems quite strange lately.

[ The other is smart, after all. Inigo thinks he seems smart. Not to mention that you'd practically have to be a real idiot to not notice it anyway, since the sudden change in behaviour the locals are having is so big that you'd have to go out of your way to not notice.

And said change is worrying enough to Inigo that he just really wanted to talk about it with someone. And considering the interest he expressed in talking about matters of this place before, Akechi seemed like the perfect choice for it. ]
placation: rosebursts (so we can shut the door)

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A huffed breath of a laugh; touchstone objects as a way of accessing the cognitive world was a hypothesis he had pursued and dismissed in his research. Akechi can't possibly know that, but it is funny.

The cognitive world that Akechi has been to. Used his persona in. Maruki can't address it now, still too worn out, but he also can't forget.
]

Hilarious, yes.

[ Loath as he is to move again once settled, he does to go get a cup for himself. His movements are slow, deliberate. Left hand unsteady with the pot, in the way a non-dominant hand is, but he concentrates all his effort on not spilling a drop of coffee. A spoonful of sugar. Forget the milk, he doesn't want to deal with it right now.

Task done, he seats himself again and looks Akechi over.
]

You've held up well, then?

[ Curious in a friendly way, not overbearing. The instinct to mother hen is dulled by both his own pain and having seen Akechi at work. Some level of respect forged under duress – a new feeling for Maruki, if he's honest with himself. He's never had an ally in anything but moaning over coursework and caseloads before. ]
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placation: rosebursts (you might forget)

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The invocation of the Detective Prince title makes Maruki smile, wry and amused, eyebrows raised. He isn't about to poke holes in anything Akechi's doing or has done – in fact, he will gladly play his own part in maintaining the image as he's sure Akechi will in maintaining his – but it is funny. He knows now that that is anything but the whole truth.

The question, though–
]

Ah, well...

[ He scratches along his stubble and laughs, a little self-conscious. ]

I'm not sure that I will? I mean! Not to take care of this, anyway, I'm sure I'll see her soon regardless. I haven't made up my mind just yet, but...

[ He is fully aware how inane it is to not take advantage of a power offered to him freely, one that he trusts and knows works. It's difficult to explain. There is, of course, the emotional side of things – which he has absolutely no interest in divulging to the teenager he lives with, ally or not – but the practical side as well.

Maruki sips his coffee thoughtfully, mulls it over, then opts for honesty.
]

You may or may not agree with my thinking here, but I'm trying to find some value in the consequences of my own pain.

[ Which, yes, sounds really weird when said out loud. He hears it, winces and tries again. ]

I guess what I'm trying to say is... If anything even remotely similar to what we went through awaits me in the future, either here or in our true reality, then I want to be prepared to handle all aspects of it. Relying on a power outside of my own, in this case, feels like a step sideways at best.

[ He isn't explaining it well. He can't possibly manage to summarize a lifetime of pathologically avoiding pain to Akechi. Hopefully it makes some small amount of sense. ]
placation: rosebursts (because it's everything)

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's valuable advice, and appreciated. The thing is that Maruki cannot stop keeping a pulse on how the inhabitants of Somnius are acting and reacting. It's something he can't turn off, all of the compulsions of his analytical mind and obsessions over how realities function ramped up to 11.

Only a few days away from his usual routine of field research, network reading and information gathering via potential counseling patients has him feeling an itch just beneath his skin. He has to get back to it, to trying to suss out the truth of this fucking place.

Breathe. Smile. Shrug one shoulder.
]

Survival is paramount, I know that now.

[ Akechi must be aware that he's already shelved his own values once. He has seen Maruki in ways that no one has, and likely no one will. There is such a tenuous thread of trust connecting them now, in every word and action, no matter how seemingly insignificant. ]

That's good to hear about the usual pattern of things, though. I'll focus on my recuperation. Let me apologize in advance for how simplified my cooking is about to become for a little while.

[ Which reminds him. His expression turns bright and teasing. ]

Did you prefer what we went through, or your green milk experience?
placation: rosebursts (so you could find)

do you have any idea how much i love sae sushi disappointment.jpg icon

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well, he didn't expect that.

The offer extended, not the answer about the labyrinth. Even if the room were full of one's favorite food instead of cereal, he has a feeling Akechi would still choose the monsters.

He grins at Akechi, wide and sincere.
]

Really? I'd welcome the help! Ah, not that I ever mind doing it on my own, I really do enjoy it... But it might be fun to cobble together a meal or two together, if you're up for it.

[ Hacking monsters to bits, chopping vegetables. Same difference. ]

But yes, we should take advantage of Eren's service as well... It really is a tremendous kindness he and Jean do for the people here.

[ He is keenly aware of how casual he's become in speaking to Akechi and resolves to button it back up around others. But here and now, the castle otherwise empty save for Zazie lurking in the nooks and crannies– it's fine.

Maruki finishes off the coffee, stands to get another. He is still so exhausted.

He gestures toward Akechi's cup, a silent offer to top him off if he'd like, and tentatively puts forth one thing that's been bothering him in his scant waking hours.
]

I don't want to inundate you with questions, but could I ask you something about what we now both know we can do?
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placation: rosebursts (so grab your things)

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Maruki smiles at him gratefully, refills both their cups. He doesn't return to sit this time, his back already tender and sore from the chair. Just leans a hip against the counter across from him and rests there, a little slouched.

Akechi may be new to this, but Maruki remembers every word of their discussion about cognitive realities and the collective unconscious. That diagram. He either understands more than he realizes, or more than he's willing to let on.

Maruki does too, so it's fine.
]

How to put this...

[ This question, though, is a genuine gap in his knowledge. Most will be. He's working with so little practical knowledge about anything, and even if Akechi can't– or won't answer, it helps to get his thoughts out in some sort of concrete form. ]

You mentioned that you awoke to your– ah, persona, in the cognitive world. I clearly did not. You also said parts of my experience sounded atypical.

[ Put together the pieces, Takuto. ]

With what little I do know, it makes much more sense for that to occur in a cognition. That's the norm, then, right? Based on what accounts you've heard?
placation: rosebursts (just know your troubles tend to follow)

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Look. Listen. Between you and me, between the privacy of brackets, Maruki already knows he's different. Special. Granted access to a power entirely unrelated to combat, and then propelled into an ascent to something akin to godhood until it got ripped from his hands. That is not the norm. He could guess that without Akechi ever telling him a single scrap of information more.

But simple aspects like length of time before awakening to this power? If multiple people have done it, and if it follows any laws of cognitive psience at all, then something as basic as that shouldn't fall outside standard conventions.

His dumbfounded look is completely, entirely genuine.
]

Really?

[ FOR REAL? ]

That's...

[ A nervous little laugh. Huh. Okay. ]

That's incredibly bizarre.

[ Like maybe this was less a manifestation of his own will, and more an entity making deliberate contact. ]

What do you make of that?

[ And then he sets his cup down quickly and presses his palm to his forehead, frenetically apologetic. ]

Ah, I'm sorry to ask you so many esoteric questions! If you don't have any thoughts on the matter, I understand. Seriously. What a weird thing...
placation: seishirou (so that when you die)

cw suicide mention

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-30 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His hand drops from his forehead as Akechi speaks, glad to not have caused any offense with his strange and selfish questions. It's something for him to dwell on as he waits for the opportunity to visit that crystal again.

But then–
]

Oh, you've read Isshiki-san's research?

[ It's said with a sort of tempered, mild surprise. He knows Akechi has an interest in cognitive psience, and it's not as if there are many big names in their field. It makes sense that he would have found it during the early stages of his own research. Everything she did was foundational. Maruki's own work owes a tremendous debt to her. The only unexpected thing here is hearing a name only ever spoken in university lecture halls and research labs right here, in Somnius of all places. Like seeing your teacher at the grocery store.

His mouth downturns a bit, brows knitting together in sympathy. Any death is tragic; any suicide, doubly so. He may not have known her, but he doesn't like to think about such things.
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Yes, it was a tragedy in our field. I never met her, but her work was second to none.

[ Until his own, of course. Cut off, unrecognized.

He's halfway through thinking of a way to say that he's so deeply familiar with every word Wakaba Isshiki ever published that he can confidently say there was nothing in there that would help with this persona conundrum, without sounding like he's inflating his own ego too much, when a more pertinent thought occurs to him and he looks at Akechi, wide-eyed.
]

That library. It's not outside the realm of possibility that cognitive psience books could appear there, is it?
Edited (you ever just fuckin not finish a thought) 2024-05-30 21:34 (UTC)
placation: seishirou (the eastern sun behind him)

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-31 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ None the wiser to anything out of the ordinary in the conversation, and all too happy to let the subject of a deceased researcher and mother drop, Maruki smiles tentatively. ]

Sounds like a plan. I can't say that I expect to find anything, but who knows? Stranger things have happened.

[ If you want something badly enough, it can happen. If you believe, it can become reality.

God, he needs to pay a visit to the crystal.

Which reminds him: It was in this kitchen, with the two of them in these exact positions on opposite sides of the bar, that they both lied about not having any inherent abilities. Pleasantly, politely, easily.

Maruki doesn't feel an ounce of ill will toward Akechi for it. It would be entirely hypocritical, for one thing – and for another, just as he had his own reasons to keep quiet, he knows Akechi must have too. Strangely, the truth of their mutual lies surfacing has only made him trust Akechi more. Something within him might be wired wrong, but his heart hasn't steered him astray yet.

His smile turns wry and appreciative, and he sips his coffee with raised eyebrows.
]

You really tricked me, you know. About not having any abilities.
Edited (that subject line only made sense with the original direction i was gonna take this that made no sense lol tired) 2024-05-31 08:37 (UTC)
placation: rosebursts (pack your bags)

[personal profile] placation 2024-05-31 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's a threat, sure, but it also makes him laugh. Genuine, and a little sardonic, and fond.

They're both liars, so Akechi has no reason to take what he says now at face value. Maruki knows that. He says it anyway, eyes alight with his total honesty.
]

I can assure you that if we return to our reality with our memories of this place intact, I don't plan to breathe a word about you.

[ He hasn't actually thought about it this way before, but... ]

I guess I see what's happening to us here as... a closed circuit, so to speak. One where you have my promise of total confidentiality, which carries over into our reality or, god forbid, any other one.

[ It's so simple, really. It just took a spin in the labyrinth to crystallize it in Maruki's mind.

He smiles at Akechi.
]

You're my ally. I'll maintain your image.

[ Not a threat. A promise. ]
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Action!!!

[personal profile] wildwarden 2024-05-31 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
( Good evening, Akechi! Bet the last thing you expected to see coming through your window was a scantily clad dryad with a bouquet of white flowers cradled in the crook of her arm. )

Hey! I- oh. Whoops. ( She was sitting on the windowsill now, an antler half stuck in the pane before she managed to duck down enough to free it. ) Scent must have been off. Maruki does live here right? Also, hi. Been a minute.
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[personal profile] wildwarden 2024-05-31 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, you don't have to- ( Holy shit? Night Sky flinched as she finally landed her (bare) feet on solid ground. ) Uh... thanks.

( She's just going to scope out his room while she's in here. ) Nice statue. Oh! My dogs are outside. Do you mind if they come in?